Monday, December 31, 2012

01/01/2013

Dear Diary,

I think I'm in a mess right now.  I fall for some wrong guy.  A guy that I wouldn't think of falling with.  A guy who doesn't even care about me.  I am so so stupid.  I think I had enough of this shit.  I shall let him be what he wants to be.  I am tired of wondering what is he thinking about.  I am tired to think that he still likes me.  He doesn't any more.  I am the only one who still holding on.  I am the one who just couldn't let go.  But now, new year, new me.  I shouldn't be that stupid any more.  I should let him go.  He doesn't deserves my time.  He is such a waste of time.  If he likes me, he will spend some time on me and not always having a excuses saying that he is busy and tired after work. If a guy like a girl, no matter how busy he is, he will still take his little wee bit of his time to spend with her.  He ain't doing that at all.  Even when you are talking to him, he wasn't even paying attention and he always cut you off half way.  Do you think he still likes you?!

Chia Ying Pin, he is a jerk and a dickhead.  When it's the first date you are having with him and he actually forgotten and let you waited for him for 3 hours.  Do you think he likes you?  Obviously not!  Don't be stupid.  Even if both of you end up together, your family and friends wouldn't accept him.  So, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME!  HE DOES NOT WORTH IT! Be strong! New year, new you! <3  Love you always. :)



Signed off,
DONE WITH EVERYTHING STUPID.