Sunday, September 4, 2011

04/09/2011

Dear Diary,
Yesterday I went to Yi Ming's new house in Damansara Height and somehow it makes me feel down and I tend to think of him again. Now I am suffering and seriously my heart is in his hand. Why Diary? Why me? I can't figure him out and this makes me feel helpless. I don't know what to do. Should I give up this hope or should I keep holding on? This is not about the money his family has, but it was him I care the most. I have feelings for him but does he have the same way I felt for him? I like him. I love him. Why can't I met someone like him but abit normal than him? God, are you testing how long can I take this pressure? Please don't! I'm suffering right now. All I can say now is "we could have had it all"
This song express my current feeling. Rolling in the deep by Adele. The scars of your love, leave me breathless...

I love this part the most as it totally express out what I feel about him now:

The scars of your love remind me of us,

They keep mw thinking that we almost had it all.

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,

I can't help feeling.

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