I'm so sorry that I have disspoint you. I really can't control myself not hearing from him. Yesterday I made the first move again and try to cheer him up (like he needs it, but still), but he didn't reply any of my messages. Maybe he is really away from the computer. Haiz~~ Maybe I should forget about him. I shall accept the fact that we are impssible to be more than just a normal friend.
Today I think of him again. I just couldn't help it. He is like floating and wondering inside my mind. I seriously cannot get rid of him. I really like him. With him, I can feel that I'm really appreciated. I really wanted to take me as their special one. Just one is enough. I do not wish that there's a lot of guys come and court me. I just need one who is always there for me, and not a second not think of me. I wanted to feel in love!!!! God, please bless me...
Signed off,
My voice
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