He finally got back and we went out last Monday (24/1/11) and he stopped msn with me after that. He totally went offline. Does that means that he doesn't want to see me or he is just busy? This really troubled me. I miss him so much. I'm going to fly to UK this Friday (5/2/11) and tomorrow is the last day I can meet him again. I messaged him and asked whether he is free tomorrow, but he didn't reply me back. Did he went back to China or he is just really that busy afther his dad came back here? If he really got back to China, this means that he doesn't like me as he does not even care to inform me.
I miss him so so much. I feel like hugging him so so tightly. How can I make this stop? How can I stop thinking about him? I just want to see him, I don't mind if he didn't like me as long as he is beside me most of the time. Once a week is enough, I'm not asking for more. God!! Why do you have to treat me like this. Eventhough sometimes I fight back with my mum but that's all the worst sin I made. What makes me deserve this kind of torture?? Why? Why me??
I really wanted to say I MISS YOU!!!!
Dear Diary, what should I do?
Signed off,
My voice
