Hopefully this new year is a better year for me. My new year resolutions are:
- Being sophisticated.
- be a smart women that a classy guy will looks up to.
- Be someone who knows every piece of everything.
- Generally, be a successful women that can carry herself in the upper class society. (My whole life resolution)
Today I came through some of the popular group friends and I really do wish that I am them. They some how looks like their futures are something like having a sports car with a huge house, dress pretty all the time and a perfect soul mate. After looking through their photos and their friends around them, somehow you will know that they will have a successful life rather like me, mixing with average or below average people.. I was wondering, why do I end up with these kind of people. I want something that is higher than that, but I just can't fit in. I wanted to fit in! I want to be the one who looks pretty all the time, carrying a branded bag, going to some fancy restaurant and staying in a fancy place. It's depressing.. It's not like I do not like my life, is just that I want something better.. Please God, please grand this wish for me, for once makes it granted. I love you God but why do you have to make me lost faith in you? Do I not worthy to you? :/
Besides of moaning about my life, I think of Woo Yi Ming again. He is like my advance ticket to my dream life. Is not like I dont like him but his money, I DO like him. In fact, I LOVE HIM! For now, I won't mind that he doesnt show any interest in me anymore, but please give me someone who is almost like him. Why do you have to send guys who is below my quality? Why? Am I really that not worthy to you? Hmmm.. Please dont let me lost faith in you!
